Wishing for a Revival

I have just finished a book by J. Edwin Orr, titled The Flaming Tongue: The Impact of Early 20th Century Revivals.  It was very dry reading for the most part but I found it to be interesting due to the worldwide impact of what is referred to as the Welsh Revival of 1904-1905. Although the impact did not actually begin with the Welsh Revival, it was rather due to spontaneous prayer meetings arising all over the world.  The Welsh Revival is probably known as it's greatest catalyst however. It was a time of great awakening, of confessions, of repentance, of coming together with others to manifest changes in their lives.

Here is a quote from page 193:  "The story of the Welsh Revival is astounding.  Begun with prayer meetings of less than a score of intercessors, when it burst its bounds the churches of Wales were crowded for more than two years. [emphasis mine] A hundred thousand outsiders were converted and added to the churches, the vast majority remaining true to the end.  Drunkenness was immediately cut in half, and many taverns went bankrupt.  Crime was so diminished that judges were presented with white gloves signifying that there were no cases of murder, assault, rape or robbery or the like to consider.  The police became "unemployed" in many districts.  Stoppages occurred in coal-mines, not due to unpleasantness between management and workers, but because so many foul-mouthed miners became converted and stopped using foul language that the horses which hauled the coal trucks in the mines could no longer understand what was being said to them, and transportation ground to a halt."

Reading this book, I was just astonished that this was taking place a little over 100 years ago.  What has happened in this past century that has negated these awakenings for the most part?   Is it the brutal wars?  The advances of modern technology?  The ability to travel from one end of the world in a day or two as opposed to weeks or months?  Communication is almost instantaneous now with computers and cell phones and satellites.  It seems to me that they are perfect tools to generate revival, yet that is not happening.  I'm not a missionary, nor a theologian. I have no answers.  Only questions.  I exist with wishes, with desires, with longing to have experiences like the people from 100 years ago did.  I would love for my Facebook news feed to be free of hate and criticism but I am the first to point my finger at myself for spreading such myself.  My heart longs to be more Christ-like and I know that the Lord is working on my heart even now.  My anger rises with each hurtful and  hateful post on Facebook I see from others and it is very hard to keep my mouth shut and not create further issues.  I just want to know Christ and not be political in nature or divisive among people I associate with and even with people I don't know.  I could stop using Facebook, but I cherish the friends I have on it and would not want to lose contact with them. 

My whole point in this post is just to bring to you a small awareness of  something that happened a century ago that made a difference in many many lives across the world.  I wish what happened then could happen now, a revival of the Lord's people that could impact the world for good. May God bless you with awakening in your heart and soul.

Praising God Even With Diabetes

Today I am thinking of how I can use my diabetes to praise the Lord. I want to know why God made our bodies so we could get this disease! It's not easy.  it's a chronic illness.  It never leaves me, not for one second or one hour or even a day. I never get a break from it.  Ever.  When I'm hungry, I can't eat just anything anymore.  I have to think how many carbs it has, how much sugar, whether it affects my blood sugar really bad or just a little bit.  Or sometimes I just don't even think about it at all and let the chips (pun intended) fall where they may.  I suffer the consequences later, when those little pin and needle twinges hit me. Nerve damage. Oh great.  So far I don't use insulin.  But the longer I have diabetes the more probability exists that I will have to begin to use it. Praise the Lord for pain?  I'm working on it.  slowly.

My sweet tooth is not just a little bitty thing in my mouth, it IS my mouth.  I praise the Lord for chocolate.  I praise the Lord for cake, and pie, and cookies and candy, and for the Girl Scouts who sell those cookies RIGHT AFTER CHRISTMAS when I am determined to get my A1C (average of blood glucose in the last 3 months) back below 7. I praise the Lord that I have to control my sweet tooth/mouth a little more now.  But "sugar free" just doesn't taste the same.  I'm told dark chocolate is best to eat, but I want MILK chocolate.  Praise the Lord for alternatives?  I'm working on it.  Slowly.

I still haven't started exercising yet.  I know it's supposed to help keep the blood sugar down and get the weight off.  I don't really need to lose weight.  I actually need to gain a few pounds so my face doesn't look so caved in anymore.  But I still need to exercise to gain muscle strength, and stamina.  I thought about Yoga.  But do you know what Yoga really stands for?  You're Only Gonna Ache!  But I will give it a try because I really don't feel like bouncing around doing aerobics. Praise the Lord for even  more pain?  I'm working on it.  Slowly.

One thing I intensely dislike about diabetes is having to check my blood sugar. I have a glucose meter with test strips to collect the blood after I use these little lancet things on my fingers.  Sometimes it hurts, sometimes it doesn't.  Depends on which fingers I use.  If I hit a nerve that's when it hurts.  So I try to stick on the side of my finger so it won't hurt.  I have had a bad fear of needles since I was really small.  It took me 3 days to get up the courage just to stick myself for blood sugar readings after I was diagnosed.  Seven years later I still don't like it.  The future insulin will be a nightmare for me to overcome probably. I don't even look when I get my blood drawn for checking my A1C.  Praise the Lord for advanced knowledge, medicine, and testing skills? You betcha I'm working on it.  Slowly.

There's nothing really good about diabetes.  Not one single stinking thing.  It messes up your life in more ways than you can even imagine.  If you have a history of diabetes in your family, get tested now for prediabetes.  You don't want it.  If you are overweight and your doctor tells you that you are in danger of getting diabetes, get the weight off now.  Your diabetes will never leave you, even though some people say that they don't have diabetes anymore after losing weight, etc.  I don't believe that for a minute. It's just more controlled.  You have to watch what you eat, take care of yourself,  get exercise, pay attention to the signals of your body every day.  The low sugar episodes are no fun, going high can be scary.  It's a constant monitoring.  In some ways diabetes is like our spiritual lives.  With constant monitoring, we can stay in control, keep away from sin and the bad stuff that causes us to get out of control and have a great relationship with God.  Praise the Lord for diabetes?  I'm working on it.  Slowly.